Sorry but..

This will proboly be my last post.. in a long time now. Not the fact that i'm going away or my internet is getting cut off but, i've been a sell out nad have moved on to xanga. Yet i still think blogger is amazing i just cant work out why the error thing is there. So i give up and move on. But anyway i wanted to say........... LANEIGE STUFF CAME! wooo i love it, and i'm happy and bright again. Also i went nottingham in the easter and has become an addict of BOYS OVER FLOWERS and KIM HYUN JOONG.. ha i've discovered this blog that is all about bof and i can say i love it, the person (hannah) that works on it is really amazing, someone that can possibly always update on it! boys over flowers is really good. Now i really love korean, and i want to go korea. Ohh SS501 are my fav band right now. So yeah, byebye blogger<3

hes back with her. i repeat he is back with her... it's hard to belive after all of that hes back with her. I've gave up on him, fuck the dreams and everything. These guys that my eyes are on are just utter dicks and they all let me down. Even my closest 2 boy-friends in the year have let me down. One is not talking to me as much as we use to, hes turned into a basterd that hooks and bums on other guys just becuase he wants to be the 'bad' man ... which for me is horrible, becuase i pefere him how he was use to, where he didnt actuly care.... where i didnt care.. where we were really close, now i feel like theres something in between, and its his mates........ The other one, just accuses me on saying i fancy ****which isnt true anymore... then asks me every 5 seconds who i like and just bullys me upon it. I'm sick of it, hes nice to me yeah but sometimes its too far. How old am i? I'm 14..... im fourteen, im four fucking teen. I dont need a dick n my life to mess me up becuase i'm already in the shit. If hes mine then hes mine i can't just appear like that it's not going to make any difference yes i mean it might make you feel better to be around but really.... the hopes are high and the fails are even higher... chinese saying *hay mong yoot die sat mong yoot die* ....... i should just let it roll on itself. If its mine, its mine. If its not then no matter how hard i try... it dosent belong to me. I know, utterly know that the 4 guys up there arent for me..... And i should just be happy of what i got and just be myself again, i don't need them to make myself happy. I will mature myself.

Life is down.

Everything is just on my nerve.

Everything, everything, absolutly everything at the moment in my life is realy annoying, Everything is getting on my nerve. Just abouts everything. I know that my mind is going to pop.

1) Laneige products still haven't arrived
2) Boys!?!?!?!?!
3) Friends and closest to me.
4) My hair.......
5) My face is fucked up.
6) My throat!!!!!!
7) This easter.

I'm going to have to ramble but it dosent bother me,
Laneige... where in the world are you. My auntie sent it on the March 3rd... and today is the 4th and i stil havnt recived it. Its annoying me so bad! Realy bad, so much time and money on it and it hasnt arrived. I just know if i recive it then everything would clear my mind up.

Boys-
They are piss take. you just don't know what there thinking do you. There always having something on mind, it pisses me off to think about they are thinking. Im just ignoring the lads at my school now becuase there horrible, None of them are worth my time. I'm giving up on them right now. I mean it there all dicks.

Friends, Closest-
I'm so stuck, who are my true friends, i still think i havnt met them yet, it means isabelle aswell even though i can see she was one of my bestest friends, im guessing she still is, just really... i don't know. I want to meet new freinds and experience other things in life, i want to start making friends with people ive not spoken to in my life.............I need some time on my own. I feel like im trying to be someone i'm not.....I feel like im maturing but im actully only 14. I'm acting like im older than what i am..... do you get it. In other words, im trying to be smething i'm not. My mum and dad really dont get on with me even my one only sibling brother is getting on my nerve.

My hair, i just got a hair cut possibly 3 hours ago and its horrible, fuck offf:@

My face is a fuck up

This easter, so whats fucking happeneing, when am i going nottingham, am i going cinemas or not? dance nation?????????????????????????????????/ town on tue?????/ oh fucks sake.
The worlds upside for me.

I'm in the mood to ramble.

I'm in the mood to ramble and i don't care about anything.

So i got a ring yesterday and isabelle go tht eexact same one, ha its looks nicer in sunlight but yeah its pretty, its going to be something wear most days now but when i put my toner/cream on it annoys me a little bit.

I'm getting moved down in p.e, i really try and do it. But i guess sometimes the effort i make is rubbish so this thur is the only time i can prove to her that im capable alright.

Thr brownie was tasty and everything more.
Dance nation 9 days, how lovley.
Might go town on saturday i don't know....................
Want to go nottingham but im not sure if i still can.

LANEIGE IF YOU HERE ME WHERE ARE YOU IM SO WORRIED! PLEASE COEM TO ME AND I WILL LOOK AFTER YOU FOREVER AND EVER! PLEASE COME IF YOU HEAR ME.

Im crazy but you dont know how sad i am right now, il even pray and everything. :(
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Update and randomness

I'm getting to the point, im getting rather worried now. Im worried becuase the package has still not arrived to the house. My auntie from HK sent the package last week (monday) and then she also sent something to my toher auntie which lives in nottingham, and she got thier package on saturday. So im realy worried becuase its been a whole week, i keep saying to myself its the time difference after we have changed the times and it takes longer becuase this is a little vilage etc. But i know im making excuses, i know somehow its lost while sending it here and i am really worried becuase what happens if its realy lost..? Will i loose the thigns ive been waited for. Im so dissapointed, i have been checking myphone alot today to see if mum had texted me back becuase i told her to text me when it arriives. So yeah its not come and if its not here by tomorrwow then i reallly will flop and get all moddy. So one more and thats it.

Back to the good things. I have the busiest week ever this week, well today i was meant o be getting the laneige stuff so i would be happy... Yeah but i didnt so okay. Anyway tomorrow there is dance aid so yes yes yes! Then wed we have crazy socks day but il just wear anything. On thur im going to see Macbeth with my class so thats should be alright. On friday i have nothing realy. Chillaxing.

So yeah my brownie is ready mmmm!! Cakes wont let me down, only cakes! Oh yeah over the weekend i got my BOBBI BROWN GEL LINER !!!! It works so good, it dries up fster and is so smooth to work with, tooatlly worth 13 pounds! So i was so happy with that and il do some posting of pictures maybe later becuase my blogspot is messed up and i cant deal with the fuss right now before ive not got my stuff from HK.
I went shopping yesterday with Isabelle and spent it on shopping for clothes etc. That was alright. So yeah thats it, my day was pretty amazing! I found that im in love with blush again!!!!!

I got a new eyeliner guys!

why?

does it keep saying internet abortion....
whatd oes that mean.
its pissing me off.
i was try to go on onsugar.com/xanga/ and to make my own from scarth.
but who cares no one reads it anywaaay
xx

HES ONLINE

but im offline.... shame right. But im way to obvious and i shouldnt realy be doing this. Well be friends for a while and il see how it goes. I need to start being a realy nice friend iteee.

It's Friday which means.... WEEKEND.. big yay!

Well, its friday! So yeah, Whoop to that. Todays been fine. I want to talk about my dream :)
Im over ****, like im actuly over him alright. I stood with him this morning and i didnt feel the connection thing, but my mind is stuck on someone else.... *****. Okay/ Big no! It just strtaed again and we were talking this morning aswell (L) welll we were kind offf talking alright.

My dream

He asked me out on the paper me and josh wrote in geography.. how stange but yeah. And i said yes and we held hands and everything.. LMAO. Then the next bit i rmeber was he was talking to some people and i was behind him hugging him and he just ignored me and just went off to lesson. So i was like crap. So i texted him and said What have i done :(... and he texted back TWICE and i fogot the first one but the second one said sorry its not your falut nothing babes??? or something.. So yeah after school he just walked by himself and i was walkig with some people and i just went o him and said OI whats up with you, and he was like i wanted it the relationship to be a secret and he walked off again and i was like OI..OI... and it finished..

So thats my dream, i though it was so strange. I got up and i was like oh my god i cant beleive i dreamt him.. I must be dreading him now. I was looking out for him and everything. But i know were only friends so yeah... he was talking to me though, he seemed really embarssed. Becky was like did you meet her in paris and he was like shylingly yeah.. and becky went is hadee the person that fanycs jess and he was like er i think so yeh. i was like rebecca urrr. but he was with these guys that argued with beck so it wasnt great. At least i talked to him <33333333333
yeah.


Weekend/ Sunday = SHOP WITH ISABELELLE!
I am so bust right i have some dates etc to write down

Tuesday- Dance Aid
Wed - Crazy sock day (???)
Thur - Macbeth
Next Tue - Notts
Next Thur - Dance nation

Yeah crazzy or what!

OHMYGOD<3
Sarah emailed me and said she sent the things yayyyy! i thought she was talking baout the missha stuff i was excited but she hasnt got it, oh well i dont blame her but yah!
thats it for nowww<3 to sum my morning/afternoon.... and my beautiful dream even though it was stange of him going its meant to be a scret.. The bit that we were holding hands and stuff was the best, and i talked to him today.Andif i have luck i might go and speak to him2 nyt okay on msn hahaahahah!
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22:51, moren. haha, im half buzzed up. I have realy just realised dance nation is in a very short distance of time.. Its in like 20 days? Yeah abouts i bet under 20 days. But i am planning on what to wear, and i am wearing a list of things at the moment might write it nearer the time when i can be bothered. Not that i cant be but its true but yeah im freezing. And ng danny are talking.. wel was like half an hour ago. I made ie too obvious so im going to stop lol.. i will dont woryy. Cold right now.. want to text but yeh, argh i killed it buy doing that. oh whatever. anyway. ngs talking now. night x

its jumped staright to 1st place............

Ok.. the last few posts i did post a blog abut how much i wnated the Bobbi brown/Mac things... but now just realy having the obsession.. something has shooted straight across the Mac and bobbi brown stuff.

MISSHA PERFECT COVER BB CREAM




thats what it looks like, i have always been wanting the BB creams... And i always wanted this Hot pink one called Skin 79 BB cream., But that oneisnt by Missha. And i was watching bubzbeautys review about it.. And guess what as i said in the last last post(?) once somebidys brings something up i always want it, then i crave for it then when i get it i move onto my next item... I am like that. But bubbi has said this BB cream is fantasic, and i know how much she is picky on foundations.. i can say i truley trust her now becuase after she was talking about how good the laneige one was i tried it and i LOVE it. and i still use it everyday!! she BB cream your coming my way baby!

She has said it cost her £10 from an Ebay Seller, sadly im one of those girls that thier parents dont like buying online, so what i had to do is email my auntie and ask her to look out for it and buy me it.. Becuase i got her to get my the laneige which i think shes got 2/3 already.. and so ive asked her to check that out. If she says yes i will be super excited honestly, nothing would get my down again. Nothing would battle me over! :D:D:D:D

Hope she replys sooooon!
And heres the video that realy got me to get it:

I am realy cold.

Im so cold, im sat on my pink chair with the laptop on top of legs. I am realy cold, its spring but days in england are realy not fun becuase some days it can be realy hot then some days it just turn realy cold. Why couldnt i be in a country with just the word HOT.

School today was alright, i am getting over him dont worry, i didnt go up to him by any chance. I just was annoyed the fact alaina keeps tellinbg me things about him whilst im trying to get over him. Yeah ive left it anyway. Is houldnt even think about it.

I have alot of emails of people from youtube.. on my profile saying thanks for suscribing. Ive decided to suscribe to the make up gurus out there, becuase the corage or them are amazing. so i will do that in a mo.

Some things.

To describe me.. i would say im one of the personns that have to buy something and once i get my eyes on itt i wont stop researching and exploring and i would want to get it and everything. I would get so annoyed and paroniod and i would think of how to persuade my mum to buy it me. Ok so shall i tell you what it is. Its the 'BB CREAM' Alright yeah so i realy want the BB cream and im so confused right now becuase i have just sent an email to my auntie asking if they sold BB creams in HK. I realy want the Missha? Is it? Missha bb cream, its meant to be realy good and everything. Its meant to correct your skin colour (exacly what i need) and cover blemishes... I am hoping she will reply my email very soon.

I just watched this video of bubzbeauty and it was about your hair and how to boost up the volume with just hair starightners. Its how i do it, where i flick in the ends and curl the top bit. It looks amazing. But yeah il try that tomorow. And for the meantime il just do my foundation routine normaally. I cannot wait to get my laneige things (essence,emulsion and powder) and possibly if im reasly lucky which i know i wont be the BB cream. If she knows what it is and offers to buy it for me :( REALY want it. And my BOBBI BROWN and mac stufff! yeah. bye bye xxxxx

Today hmmm, it was alright i suppose. Could of been better but yeah! My make up and hair was impressive it didnt realy smear or smudge or fade or any other horrible things. But yeah. I think im over him. I am managing not to go near him (i think) but thats what im aiming to do. My friends are all amazing and i should take granted and cherish the ones that are always by my side and loving me. I think i should stop now. Dance aid next tuesday yay! Go with ambika and Rach wooo ! x

Get well soon mummy.

Shes not well, shes caught the cold, and is sleeping next door right now. God praise her :( hope she will be okay!
goodnight. xxx

I think i have said this more than once, but to convince myself to stop saying it again..but i feel like i truley have to despite the fact i still cant get over how gorgeous this women is.

SONG HYE KYO.
I think she is ht emost beuaitufl lady in the world, while her flawless face and her rosey lips bring out everything. Shes naturlly beautiful and i barley see any blemishes. she is so lucky because i bet everyone is envying her. I think her face is so fresh and her beautifuls eyes are eywbrows bring out everything too. Her eyebrows are realy pretty and im training mine right now.




I think shes beautiful in that picture, shes just got a clear face with a slight contoured cheek which i like becuase its not over the top.





Shes the spokeswomen for laneige, and i think she is the perfect match for it. Shes beautiful and so is laneige. and the two togethher is VOLA. My favourate bit of this picture is not just her face and her hair is flawless, but her figure is beautiful. Its realy clean.. haha to whoever out there that might be reading this you might think im a right peedo/perv looking at the pictures about someones figure, but admit she is realy beautiful! Shes not TOO skinny but not fat atall.




Paparzzis try and take the ugliest pictures of celebritys. but even though she isnt looking in this picture, i think its truely beautiful, and common you guys out there that say these pictures are being fiddled around and edited. this picture does NOT look edited and how beautiful that it. I just love how fresh faced and cute her face is. Sping look hey?





This is one of my favourate make up gurus (bubzbeauty) doing a realy nice look on a naturll flawless make up look. Its based on Song hye Kyo too! They both are beautiful!

Right yeah that was so random, im just in the mood to write about that. Anyway im going to watch more youtube videos now!
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Hair growth tips/ Must gets right now.

I realy am deperate to grow my hair long to my chest... slight over even.

Im reading articles on around google about the tips and the most common ones i find are:

1) Massage your scalp for at least 5 mins daily

2) Dont damage it with heat.

3) Take hair and nail growth vitimins

4) put olive oil onto scalp when washing

5) Tie it in a tight plat for a few hours then realease before going to bed
6) Dont over wash it

7) Healthy lifestyle, have a healthy diet eating loads of protien.
8) Exersize daily

9) Using the right shampoo and conditioner

10)GET EXSTENTIONS...

and the important one: PATIENCE!!!!!!!!

Alright so im going to take them as advice, i will massage my head now becuase i am realy wanting it to grow it out longer,, in the shorttest period of time aswell, i am so desperate at times. I need to act with my patience a little more. Shall i wash my hair after this or not? If yes then il have to wash it. My hair is square at the moment, but im training so when it goes longer i can style it how i want it... Just side swept bangs and long hair with the ends thinned and body at the top layers? Yeah so il see how it goes, i will deffo massage OK! promise;) shake hands.

1) Bobbi brown long wear gel liner (Black Ink)

alright that is a must for me... I have been waiting to buy this for a long time, everytime we go sainsbrys, john lewis is always closed becuase were late so i cant get it.... Well sometime this/next week i will buy it! hhehe, i proboly will tel mum first? She let me buy mac... that was only 10 though and this time some eyeliner for £13.. would she say yes?? arhh persuasive time!

2) Bobbi brown corrector (Peach)

Want this right right now, this is meant to be amazing for your dark circles and other horrible blemishes.. i mean on makeupvelley.com this is said to be realy good and it doesnt look cakey for your under circles (mac studio finish looks cakey for under eyes) but yeah and i will also use this for around my mouth and nose, and mainly my t-zone!! I will get this maybe soon after i get the eyeliner becuase thats the thing i want most from BB right now.. But the thing is.. mum already got me the concealer from mac... i probs wont tell her im gonna buy the corrector, i will just sneak it in my bag on a saturday when we go food shopping, and il be like '' Mum can i just go in there just looking!'' Cos i did that before but i had like £4 : and i got NOTHING.. yeah i was intrested in the origins spot remover that time i remeber asking her she was like''£10'' i just re bounded like OH! okay .... bye!

So there the two things i want from BB, the other thing i want is the MAC select cover up conealer,, yeah i am mad with concelers at the moment, i have the perfect foundation but concealoir for my frekles, under eyes and dark shadows/blemishes still not found the perfect one.. alrhough MAC one if my fav right now ^__^ still want the correcter for the places for my face that mac has made a cake of. And the select cover up for perpping my concealor before MAC becuase i feel like i need a base concealor then the cream one. so it would go. . . .

Select cover up - after foundation on frekles just to prep it for concealing base.

BB correcter - for under eye circles,shadows around my nose and mouth, and t zone area.

MAC studip finish- for over the frekles so its long lasting-er

So there the 3 things i want to get actuly... should of posteed a picture of MAC one but im sure yous know what it looks like.. its in a tube that you directly squeeze out.. yeah. Im going to wash my hair now hahahah, yep i decided! ^___*

Ps. i also want the No7 heated eyelash curler aswell, so 4 things in total! ALRIGHT :)

Pps. Any hair growth tips :( ?xxxx

Cake time.

Why am i always orange?
Why am i always a cake?
Why am i always U G L Y

#can somebody please help me, i know nobody is beautiful. but i put make up on and i stiill look horrible. i think i have the wrong products you know. im so ugly. Im always looking like a ugly cake. so powdery and horrible. I need some good list of products.. Will someone help me?

Happy Mothers Day Mum/ Rip Jade Goody

Went church today, got up. totally forgot it was mothers day.. forgot to do the card.YM heart was like fucker, shit better do it now. So i gave her present (she was happy) and then sneaked in room and got kierans colours and made a wonderfull card. Then i got ready myself. Isabelle texted and said where a dress to celebrate M day so i thought yeah why not. So i ended up trying to find a nice skirt... I picked the cream one tha made me look like a tree then i thought i look OTT. So i wore my skirt and just tucked a plain black top in it.

MAC was alright, me and isabelle just started to write to each other in cermon, what bad ass's we are. Then lesson was alright, it realy intrested me becuase we were talking about HK. and the places around it :) That influnenced me and realy made me want to go HK soon.

Went to burger king!!! Came home, chilled about, rang Isabelle, My make up went wrong AGAIN (orange) so yea i jst did it again. Then i sat for hours trying to figure how to do my wing on the eyeling.. then realised the presstist for me it just a thing starting and thing end.... yeah.

I had a shower, washed my hair. Then my OLAY cream ran out and so did laneige essence.. I was thinking i should put the olay in my laneige bottle (just because its soso prety) yeah i digged and digged to work out to get the thing off the laneige bottle then i did it yay! But then i was thinking how i could put cream in it then once again i figured it out yay! So yeah.

Then we ate food, and i just did my bag and picked my uniform. Should be it... nothing exciting now. Going to bed at 11ish probs.. Yeah so goodnight, hope tommorow will be good!



i think i looked alright, and her dress was realy beautiful too. ahaha my hair though >.<
I also came back to this blog, i wnated to say RIP jade goody. I remeber when she was BB and news around was saying she was racist, and that gave me the bad impression of her, but today i heard on the radio her timeliner and how she went to india etc.. i felt bad and sorry. And i hope her sons and husbands will stay strong and everything more..RIP x

Well i thought i wasnt going to go pirntworks today untill at 11:05am someone rang me.... 'Iz Home' Wowwweeee. She rang me last minute telling me what time we were meeting. Holy Shit i couldnt possibly get ready and be at manchester printworks at 12:00 ... So we watched the 1:10 one but she was half an hour late leaving me in primark waiting and waiting... Thwen she arrived we wwere running through manchester arndale.. i had the heels on and i was practiclly running for my life. I took my shoes off and everything i was like dying.

We went cinemas maed to get in (pretty good seats too)... The film was pretty boring. It was sad at the end i manged to cry. £7 per ticket... Food was like £6-7 ? Yeahh then went toleits she ran back for her belt ahah! went toliets then took a picture. Then it was already 3:40 (Geeeez long film O_o) she saw her friends. We went back then i came back home. Yeah thats my day. Had the live chat yesterday with bubzbeauty. hmm thats about it!


Never forget this day you left me waiting for some timeeeeeeeee!

Your a fuck up

why are you such a gimp to me. why does is happen to be like that. the more i want to forget about it the more it comes up in my mind. why are you so annoying. why do you appear at the wrong timing. Why?

A series of questions i want to ask God or whoever out there is reading and is experiencing the same problem as me.

So we were walking home today and whatnot it was alright we were walking up kingsway and oh jess look her behind..? theres him and his friend. Yeah okay then i was happy at the point.. then something that ALWAYS happens. He never speaks to me instead he talks to my other 2 friends. Yeah so im there like chatting to his friend like yehyeh lol. Then he just carrys on talking to my friends and it ends up so wierd becuase for some reason i know he is walking becuase we were. So we split up.... he goes sainsbrys with friends, me and my 2 friends carry on walking home. Yeah then i thought that was it... its fine.. its finished.. its over and yeah..

Then as we were wwalking there he was again on his own this time. He was behind and he poked one of my friend and i was like yeah whatever fuck off. and he was talking to my other 2 friends and i was there pretending to fucking text. And he was talking and i know he wants to talk to me but he disent want to make it so obv so he talks to my friends instead. Then yeah he said something about 'I remeber in primary when you had ginger striks' OK. So thats what he fucking said and it wasnt exacly nice either.... fuck offf im not ginger.

He fucks my life up so bad. For the last how many years now... 5 years.. yeah for the past 5 years i am still loving him even though we dont even barley speak anymore. Everytime i say to myself im going to get over him and let go..... hes there in my face and i am so dub theres is something that i always wana make attention to him or i would want to try and go near him...................... i am such a gimp.... i am a real stupid gimp. Why would i do that.So today i was saying to myself that i will stop liking him and i will let go. But the after school thing happened.

I know he likes me. That may sound so dumb. But that ecplains why he walked today with someone he dosent proper like.. and he would speed walk up behind us.. becuase he couldnt be so fast... And last time before the 23 min phone call with him.. he was beehind me suddenly.. like realy quick...... realy quick..... so i know there is something going on. he does like me in the slightest way but hes a pussy. He wouldnt make a little effort in getting to talk to me more. yeah saying i was ginger so bring asubject to make me respond.. 'no' Im not a fucking toyboy. im not going to be there weeing myself going HAHahahaha i know yeah i was a fucking gay ginge mate.
No im not going to do that.

Im just saying everytime i say to myself im letting go either my heart is stil on him and i try and make the effort in making attention to him and what i get is nothing but crap......... or he just comes up to me and does something that i always cant resisit for. the slightest thing even a smile from him wil make my heart melt and i start falling for him again.

I mean i want it to ealy stop now.. I realy want just friends. I need to stop doing this. i just need to contoll myself...... if we are made for each other than god would of planned it all out. If were not.. then were not i shouldnt be trying to catch attention. Becuase i know there are more than a few times he would of seen me and i havnt. and he wouldnt upfront himself up and make attention so i would look or speak to him. He wouldnt do that so why should i? I dont want a boy that is a sucha puss that wouldnt say a thing that he kknows that he wants to, bit instead flirts with my friends? What trying to get my jelous. Yeah i am right now but im telling you its not going to suceed in your eyes anymore. You can flirt eith whoever you fucking want now and walk past me blanking the fuck out of me cos im not giving the effort in giving you chances, ive ipened many doors for you now but your rather climb the window out. I am sicj and ive had enough for waiting for you. I am more of a girl i know and i should know i can do better than you already. You can do whatever you want know. be your wanabe chav, be your girl hanger! Whatever, i dont care and if one day you would come up to me and do something that would today make my heart melt... Its not going to happen anymore. Becuase its not worth giving you chances then you letting me down. Youve had your chances, ive gave enough oopitunities for you.... but you dont appreiate it.. you should of cherished me. and now you decided not to, im not going to bother giving you thr chance, your chance was gone.

Why have i typed 6 paragraphs? He might be on the phone to his bffl becky right now. and i dont give a deep shit aymore, youve fucked 5 years of my life and now its going to STOP.

First ever MAC purchase!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah! once again the title says it all, but i am ever so happy becuase yesterday (tuesday 17th March 2009) was the i first time i brought something from selfriges + it was my first MAC product! i was so happy i got it and i was holding it tight! yeah i am so sad but everyone that thier first time. Im sure if you think back when you first got ur first MAC product you were ever so happy!

the bag i ddint let go of all night long! so pretty haha

yeah just a pose.

whoop, this is what i got.

MAC STUDIO FINISH CONCEALER SPF 35 (Nc30)

over view

can you tell finger marks already? yeah i was to too toooo tempted!!

it looks so nice there hhaa! yeah next to the receiept. Its orange based!! so yeah :) suits me tango.

The back of it...

Yeah me posing once again!!!

The concealer is the best ever, i used a tiny little weeny bit and it covererd my frekles well, and today i looked in the mirror at p4 and normally my make up is horrible.... but today it looked alright actuly, the majority had stayed on it and im so impressed by that! SO FAR SO GOOD, im loving it! just have warm fingertips guys!!!! Ya its in my make up colection draw now but i have put it in th ebox cos i dont want to dirty it hahahahaha!!! LOVE IT (L)

Ran low on gosh primer, so went superdrugs and got 1 :)

La Tapas

Ok so yesterday we went to trafford centre and went into La Tapas; which is a spanish restaurent we always wanted to go becuase we were curious about. so yeah basically we went and i took some pictures!!

Me and my brother btoh got new toys so we started messing with them!

looks yucky? this was the pealla

me and my brother (happy)

the geek sign of mine.

the actull peaella, it was alright

fried squids were yummy

my dad and mum ! LOL!

THE FIRST SELFRIGES BAG (so so so sorry)

I dont even know why

I am just so moody these days. i Need to chill out. i realy need to. i get so annoyed with things im just not sure what is wrong with me. im such a gimp. im such a dick. i dont know my feeling towards people always change. i am so 2 faced. i am so stupid. i have mixed emotions about this person. im trying so hard to let go but i dont know what it is witht hats gripping on to it. i need to get over it.. it just wont happen and its pissing me off. Just want to give up.

last post i promise.

Ok i know you wil be weeing yourself right now, cos its shit. But im telling you im 14 and that im learning how to do it. So dont laugh. This is the firt ever complicated type i have done in my life alright! i am learning to do better ones at the moment. And i wil be geting some realy soft nice colours sooon!



Ok this was from tesco... i only have 1 make up product alright!
- Boujous Lipstick in beige elegant
- Make up brush (LOVE)
- Collection 2000 nail varnish
- Garnier make up remover (love)
- St Ives apricot scrub gentle ( i got the gentle one this time and its so much better. the other one was harsh)
- J&J Baby oil
- handwash,soft mints, pencils

Mothers day.

Im selling this stuff on my facebook right now.




Mummy rules Tile hanger




worlds best mum magnetic photo frame

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My mum is cool again



Nana i love you



realy cute angel... Thanks for being my mum

Hauls from the past month i think.

Its a saturday wheeyy! i had fun at rachels yesterday with ambika! so today i decided to stay at home and revise my chinese and just chill out a bit listening to music etc. I have a cleatr face well applied a little concealor and thats it. im eating rice now. i just want to update on what i brought for the past few weeks becuasse i can now update again. then the next post would be about my mothers day gifts im selling out on facebook.





weeks at ago with my new fav outfit from shout(sale~£10) and the BOLT 3d glasses!




i finaly got the sebastian clay, this is the smallest one i think but it does last for ages. i have been using this everyday since ive got it and it realy makes a differnce in my hair.

now ive used it for a 2 weeks? ive only used a dint of the amount.:)

this is what i got 2 weeks ago at superdugs..

- nyc colour face wheel (highliter one ,,, my fav one from nyc )

- nyc yellow concealor .. good for darken areas

- Revlon colourstay eyeliner - Its good yeah.. i prefer my 17 liqid to any eyliner right now but im getting bobbo brown so cant wait too! But the eyeliner is good and it dosent smuge that bad :)

i got this erm 3 weeks ago.. Tesco, maybelline 3 for 2 offer !

- Maybelline pure mineral liquid foundation Nude 021 ( i use this as a concealor.. becuase when i used on my whole face i realised on my t-zone it dried out and looked nasty) so its good. i use this when i come back from schhool to fix my makeup, becuase i cant afford to re applt my beautiful laneige one.

- Maybelline pure mineral blush peach( LOVE! this colour is so much peachier and nicer than the other one i have, my other one was a deep rose which made melook like a clown!

- Maybelline long wearing lipgloss ( LOVE THE SMELL.. LOVE THE COLOUR... right the smelll of the colour gloss is so nice, it smells like frubes.. the yogurt. it smells like a fresh berry yogurt ,mmmmmm ! the gloss helps it stay longer ! love this product.,, possibly my fav gloss right now ^__^

this one was last week...? yeah iim guessing. So i went to trafford centre and i went into superdrugs (obv) I so controlled myself and i only picked up things i knew i deffently wanted and i looked up on. So i got:-

- MEMEME pussy cat lip tint! ~ this is going to be bomb in the spring!

- MEMEME concealor (biscuit 3) - love

- Barry M lip paint ( okay so the story was i brought it home.. yeah was so excited to use it i winded it UP and yeah it was so soft and delicate it broke from its place.. so i had to find a container to put it in. Il tell you though it still is an amazing product its so nice its creamy and its a realy nice violet colour, great for partying!)

- HARAJUKU LOVERS FRAGRANCE IN LOVER :D:D:DD:D

( that was my favourate thing.. its tiny but sosososoo cute, it was £12 but i think its so worth it. It smells different from anything else, it smells strong at first but you slowly get use to it! it smells like a nice bathroom! haha )

Right HECK of alot of make up aye? + the one below i spent like £50 on that one.. here think i spent like £100 ? maybe a bit more or a bit less. i dont know but i tel you i have no money now! actuly NOTHING. and i am so schocked of what i can do in superdrugs! oh my days. so thats proboly the last haul thing for a long time? i brought too much....! over the limit my friends were all soososo scared..... but things i wil DEFFO purchase soon .. NOTHNG WITH CHANGE IT-

- MAC studio finish concealor

- Bobbi brown Gel liner

- Laneige emulsion (:D:D:D:D)

- Laneige sliding pact (:D::D:D:D:D:D)

- Laneige water bank essence (:D:DD)

-GOSH primer (ran outt)

- GOSH lip jam

- MEMEME beat the blues highliter

- No7 tinted moitstiser

- No 7 heated eyelash curler

^^ STAY TUNED, im a make up shoppoholic.. i mean it..

:)

Friday the 13th guys.. was it a good/bad for me? For me it started off pants but gradualy getting better. i am now just doing make up and hair. getting ready to go rachels (fingers crossed she wont change her mind again) ambika has tesxted me back yet. Todayy has been alright... school is boring as usual but yeah.The patch on my headis stil very sore and its killing me alot. I feel like crying when i think about it spreading across my whole head. im going to do my hair, get changed, eat and and goooo! xxxxx

Dumbass- Im sorry.

I am such an ass, a proper stupid ass that dosent know how to function blogger and the simplest thing is i didnt know how to sign in. I havnt been updating this becuase 1, i am so busy with school. 2, it wouldnt let me sign in... but i figured out where i went wrong now. so now its jiust 3 minutes past mudnight and its firday the 13th. Yeah what can i say to my hetic day, I went parents evening slash options evening. i have figured out what i am taking for my gcse's and i am hoping it will let me pick what i wanted. I have talked to the ict teachers about me moving to a higher standerd leaver of working becuase i am 100% sure i am capable and i can handle it.

Ok i talked to the guy and he was being so awkward and quite with me, its like two different people are talking to me, sometimes on msn hes dead happy and giddy and we get along so well. in real life i dont know what is wrong with us we just act so shy, its not like how it used to be runing on the ifled, chasing each other around the playground.

That was just something i realy wanted to say. But yeah generaly and practically i have no more moneya nd i have still not mangaed to get my Bobbi Brown gel liner and the MAC concealear et mac degrade msf. So yeah.. no money becuase i have shopped like mad recently. i have brought so much make up. i am telling you i have spent over £70 buying it this/last month.... so thats pretty bad for someone like me! yeah. im going to leave you guys now... just droopping a few pictures below! :) nights xxxx






- MEMEME shimmy shimmers (5/10)
- Barry M Marshmellow lip paint (7/10)
- 2 GOSH darlings ( 10/10_
- Max factor miracle touch foundation (8/10- amazing but the shade is a tad to dark)
- Max factor conealor (5/10-too dark again ... )
- Maybelline Dream matte powder (9/10)
- GOSH mousse (7/10- just like maybellines dream matte mousee....)
-w7 eyeliner (10/10- SO SO SO shocked i found this i thought i would be only able to get from ebay but omg! i was so happy i got 2.. it was only £1.99... next time gona pick some more up!!)
- Rimmel eye make up remover (10/10-amazing stuff)
-H&M brushhhh mwahahahahah! (LOVE)
- Cardi from shout!!! (not in pic but i LOVE it)

Just thinking.. bits and bobs.

Monday morning, back to school. It was horrible however i woke up at 7 got ready before 8. About 55 minutes was me doing getting my face sorted. Yeah. But im so happy my make up stayed on today woweeeee! well most of it anyway. was orangy but thats the way myself as a tango works. Errgh the day went fine but at the end of the day a friend of mine was in a mood with me becuase i didnt sit with her in class when i said i will? ergh then she hit me on the head.... i mean maybe i was wrong in the first place not sitting with her but hitting my on the head actuly went too far... she over reacted with it and it was stupid if you get what i mean. she should get a grip it honestly annoyed me... something else that annoyed me was in geography erghhh. Not going to broadcast it but let me just say he was lame guy that realy wasnt funny and is just a horrible dirtbag!

Anyway i came home, had the left overs from yam ta yesterday (mmmm!) then later had this winderful dish. beans and bacon salad and toast! Was so nice, i have an ulsar right on my tounge. Its realy killing me.... !!



yep that was what i had, lemon tea ofc !!!






Yep bro its pjs! I was too cold to get dressed so my faourate thing to wear on a cold day like this is pjs!! and my lovley pj warm bottoms from primark!

Yeah what else did i do? uhmm i texted issabelle. Uhmm oh yeah i spent 1 hour in the shower haha!!

OH YES THIS WAS IT--------

I was washing my brushes right, and i was there thinking.. how can people wash thier brushes/sponges every 3 weeks or so? That is so dirty.. to mee its like washing brushes is washing my own face! Becuase guys if you think about it..... You apply make up with your brushes and no matter how much clean you wash your face if the applicater is dirty and filled with germs that havent been washed for days.. that bactieria goes on your face for the day.. and it clogs you up! That is nasty. I clean my stippling brush and eyeshdow brush every single day because thats realy what i use.. the powder and blush brush i wipe and swipe over a kitchen towel..yeah...! So i was just thinking about you guys should know how important to keep your brushes clean! Its un- hygernic for someone to not clean thier brushes...(like what i use to do). With clean applicators you get a better application on your face for a flawless finish.. I clean my brushes with the TRESemmme shampoo, not any brush cleanser because alcohol is too strong for me to clean them with.. and oil is a pain to get off the bristles and it sticks on which goes on your face!

Yeah longer than i thought but.. if any of you reads it out there! take notice on what i said. Oh-no i better go do homework now. . have history to do ! BOO HO HO >.< !!

Church/Yam ta.. School tomorrow.

I didnt want to wake up this morning, i was so tierd.. Tonight i am going to go bed early and SLEEP i mean it. Lastnight i went to bed at 12 and didnt proper get to sleep till 4.. ridiculous. So i went church today and issabelle didnt turn up *sniffs* so i was just there. It was alright actuly. Oh, we went yam ta and rachel too, she was here before but shes gone now lol! now im going finish this post and just go shower, wash my hair... proboly take me an hour in there.. then come out pack my stuff, chill on here for abit.. listen to some music. Sort out clothes/books for tomorrow.. prepare to sleep and yeah. thats my sunday night. I cant wait to leave school, This year 9 has been quick anyway, its been half a year already so yeah! Somne pictures for you guys!





This foundation looks realy natural, thats what i am looking for to replace my tinted moisteriser



no bragging or anything, this is all drugstore maybe apart from a few but i took my time yesterday re ordering and sorting out my make up draw.

the deskop, things i use daily and mostly. Laneige things shining through!!

my falsies, haha they are crissed crossed, these are too long! Need to trim them, but i dont realy need to wear them yet so ya!

LASTLY, scran!!!!!!! this will run out soon! LOL puff cookies are delicious! Oh more lemon tea!! and those satay sticks are so yummmy! ! ! Oh i have cup noodle so yeah!

Bye guys! Hey i have now got 2 followers and i am happy!

Jessica^___^

What i am using right now:

Hair:
herbel essences shampoo
herbel essences conditioner
TRESemme treatment masque
Doctors suscribed hair balm
Umberto Giannini overnight moisture balm
Umberto Giannini Makeover spray
FRIZZ EASE hair serum

Skincare:
Johnsones and johnsones make up remover
Simple Facial Gel wash
St Ives apricot cream wash
Simple foaming wash
Laneige pore trouble skin refiner
Laneige perfect renew essence
Laneige perfect renew dual eyes
Laneige perfect renew cream
OLAY cream

Face:
GOSH primer
Laneige snow crystal foundation SPF 22 (sand beige)
2true concealor
Revlon colourstay foundation( as concealor becuase its got good coverage)
Laneige concealor
Revlon Powder (my own baked one lol! ^_^)
Rimmel eyebrow pencil
Natural collection liquid eyeliner
Maybelline felttip liner
Maybellines great lash
No7 gold powder
Christian dior loose powder
NYC blush
Body shop lipbalm
GOSH 134 darling lipstick

Laneige Haul Baby!!!!!!

As you see from the title! Its LANEIGE my favourate thing ever! The following pictures are when i got the post and some pictures are from today :)




So this baby arrived 10 days after i ordered it on facial-shop.com (amazing website)



It was all in bubblewrap! i was so excited at this stage!

Yeah.. as you see it is all mushed and damaged, i was scared my prouducts were too>.<

NOPE! all my prouducts were fine, i was in schock to see that a 20ml was so small, but yeah it was £10 what do you expect! So i got:- The shimmerling multi cream,snow crystal lipgloss,perfect renew cream,cleasning oil, touch dual eyes, laneige foundation, perfect renew essence

yeah i got another dual foundation, its sooo good i had to get a back up one for £25!(left)

the following pictures i took today with better lighting, Yeah the touch dual eyes isnt on here but i can tell you its fab! All the products are pretty amazing im just not so sure about the cleansing oil, i just dont like the feel it gives to my skin. Oh wel i will find a way to use that,

So heres the 3 skincare products!

and heres the 3 make up products

Overall:

i am very happy about this haul, i think its totally worth the money (shipping was free too).. i think they all work good in thier own ways! i realy like the perfect renew essence, it glides on my face realy nicley! Yeah so this isnt the end of laneige... my auntie is sending me the powder, total base and emulsion soon ( not in mini size) so yeah i will do reviews on that soon.

I actuly uploaded this before but silly me i clicked something while i was doing my labels.. but yeah guys. Hehe is my blogspot looking rather good? i guess for me it is. It took me forever but once again... i am looking for a good camera at argos.. i think i will get this Casio Exfilm z85 (silver) for £117.... fingerscrossed! Oh yes i enterd a contest on 'Fuzkittie' it was so reccomed a beauty product to her, so obvs i did a laneige product.. guess which?? LANEIGE FOUNDATION BABY (L)

Updates soon x