I dont even know why

I am just so moody these days. i Need to chill out. i realy need to. i get so annoyed with things im just not sure what is wrong with me. im such a gimp. im such a dick. i dont know my feeling towards people always change. i am so 2 faced. i am so stupid. i have mixed emotions about this person. im trying so hard to let go but i dont know what it is witht hats gripping on to it. i need to get over it.. it just wont happen and its pissing me off. Just want to give up.