I think i have said this more than once, but to convince myself to stop saying it again..but i feel like i truley have to despite the fact i still cant get over how gorgeous this women is.

SONG HYE KYO.
I think she is ht emost beuaitufl lady in the world, while her flawless face and her rosey lips bring out everything. Shes naturlly beautiful and i barley see any blemishes. she is so lucky because i bet everyone is envying her. I think her face is so fresh and her beautifuls eyes are eywbrows bring out everything too. Her eyebrows are realy pretty and im training mine right now.




I think shes beautiful in that picture, shes just got a clear face with a slight contoured cheek which i like becuase its not over the top.





Shes the spokeswomen for laneige, and i think she is the perfect match for it. Shes beautiful and so is laneige. and the two togethher is VOLA. My favourate bit of this picture is not just her face and her hair is flawless, but her figure is beautiful. Its realy clean.. haha to whoever out there that might be reading this you might think im a right peedo/perv looking at the pictures about someones figure, but admit she is realy beautiful! Shes not TOO skinny but not fat atall.




Paparzzis try and take the ugliest pictures of celebritys. but even though she isnt looking in this picture, i think its truely beautiful, and common you guys out there that say these pictures are being fiddled around and edited. this picture does NOT look edited and how beautiful that it. I just love how fresh faced and cute her face is. Sping look hey?





This is one of my favourate make up gurus (bubzbeauty) doing a realy nice look on a naturll flawless make up look. Its based on Song hye Kyo too! They both are beautiful!

Right yeah that was so random, im just in the mood to write about that. Anyway im going to watch more youtube videos now!
^___^

Hair growth tips/ Must gets right now.

I realy am deperate to grow my hair long to my chest... slight over even.

Im reading articles on around google about the tips and the most common ones i find are:

1) Massage your scalp for at least 5 mins daily

2) Dont damage it with heat.

3) Take hair and nail growth vitimins

4) put olive oil onto scalp when washing

5) Tie it in a tight plat for a few hours then realease before going to bed
6) Dont over wash it

7) Healthy lifestyle, have a healthy diet eating loads of protien.
8) Exersize daily

9) Using the right shampoo and conditioner

10)GET EXSTENTIONS...

and the important one: PATIENCE!!!!!!!!

Alright so im going to take them as advice, i will massage my head now becuase i am realy wanting it to grow it out longer,, in the shorttest period of time aswell, i am so desperate at times. I need to act with my patience a little more. Shall i wash my hair after this or not? If yes then il have to wash it. My hair is square at the moment, but im training so when it goes longer i can style it how i want it... Just side swept bangs and long hair with the ends thinned and body at the top layers? Yeah so il see how it goes, i will deffo massage OK! promise;) shake hands.

1) Bobbi brown long wear gel liner (Black Ink)

alright that is a must for me... I have been waiting to buy this for a long time, everytime we go sainsbrys, john lewis is always closed becuase were late so i cant get it.... Well sometime this/next week i will buy it! hhehe, i proboly will tel mum first? She let me buy mac... that was only 10 though and this time some eyeliner for £13.. would she say yes?? arhh persuasive time!

2) Bobbi brown corrector (Peach)

Want this right right now, this is meant to be amazing for your dark circles and other horrible blemishes.. i mean on makeupvelley.com this is said to be realy good and it doesnt look cakey for your under circles (mac studio finish looks cakey for under eyes) but yeah and i will also use this for around my mouth and nose, and mainly my t-zone!! I will get this maybe soon after i get the eyeliner becuase thats the thing i want most from BB right now.. But the thing is.. mum already got me the concealer from mac... i probs wont tell her im gonna buy the corrector, i will just sneak it in my bag on a saturday when we go food shopping, and il be like '' Mum can i just go in there just looking!'' Cos i did that before but i had like £4 : and i got NOTHING.. yeah i was intrested in the origins spot remover that time i remeber asking her she was like''£10'' i just re bounded like OH! okay .... bye!

So there the two things i want from BB, the other thing i want is the MAC select cover up conealer,, yeah i am mad with concelers at the moment, i have the perfect foundation but concealoir for my frekles, under eyes and dark shadows/blemishes still not found the perfect one.. alrhough MAC one if my fav right now ^__^ still want the correcter for the places for my face that mac has made a cake of. And the select cover up for perpping my concealor before MAC becuase i feel like i need a base concealor then the cream one. so it would go. . . .

Select cover up - after foundation on frekles just to prep it for concealing base.

BB correcter - for under eye circles,shadows around my nose and mouth, and t zone area.

MAC studip finish- for over the frekles so its long lasting-er

So there the 3 things i want to get actuly... should of posteed a picture of MAC one but im sure yous know what it looks like.. its in a tube that you directly squeeze out.. yeah. Im going to wash my hair now hahahah, yep i decided! ^___*

Ps. i also want the No7 heated eyelash curler aswell, so 4 things in total! ALRIGHT :)

Pps. Any hair growth tips :( ?xxxx

Cake time.

Why am i always orange?
Why am i always a cake?
Why am i always U G L Y

#can somebody please help me, i know nobody is beautiful. but i put make up on and i stiill look horrible. i think i have the wrong products you know. im so ugly. Im always looking like a ugly cake. so powdery and horrible. I need some good list of products.. Will someone help me?

Happy Mothers Day Mum/ Rip Jade Goody

Went church today, got up. totally forgot it was mothers day.. forgot to do the card.YM heart was like fucker, shit better do it now. So i gave her present (she was happy) and then sneaked in room and got kierans colours and made a wonderfull card. Then i got ready myself. Isabelle texted and said where a dress to celebrate M day so i thought yeah why not. So i ended up trying to find a nice skirt... I picked the cream one tha made me look like a tree then i thought i look OTT. So i wore my skirt and just tucked a plain black top in it.

MAC was alright, me and isabelle just started to write to each other in cermon, what bad ass's we are. Then lesson was alright, it realy intrested me becuase we were talking about HK. and the places around it :) That influnenced me and realy made me want to go HK soon.

Went to burger king!!! Came home, chilled about, rang Isabelle, My make up went wrong AGAIN (orange) so yea i jst did it again. Then i sat for hours trying to figure how to do my wing on the eyeling.. then realised the presstist for me it just a thing starting and thing end.... yeah.

I had a shower, washed my hair. Then my OLAY cream ran out and so did laneige essence.. I was thinking i should put the olay in my laneige bottle (just because its soso prety) yeah i digged and digged to work out to get the thing off the laneige bottle then i did it yay! But then i was thinking how i could put cream in it then once again i figured it out yay! So yeah.

Then we ate food, and i just did my bag and picked my uniform. Should be it... nothing exciting now. Going to bed at 11ish probs.. Yeah so goodnight, hope tommorow will be good!



i think i looked alright, and her dress was realy beautiful too. ahaha my hair though >.<
I also came back to this blog, i wnated to say RIP jade goody. I remeber when she was BB and news around was saying she was racist, and that gave me the bad impression of her, but today i heard on the radio her timeliner and how she went to india etc.. i felt bad and sorry. And i hope her sons and husbands will stay strong and everything more..RIP x

Well i thought i wasnt going to go pirntworks today untill at 11:05am someone rang me.... 'Iz Home' Wowwweeee. She rang me last minute telling me what time we were meeting. Holy Shit i couldnt possibly get ready and be at manchester printworks at 12:00 ... So we watched the 1:10 one but she was half an hour late leaving me in primark waiting and waiting... Thwen she arrived we wwere running through manchester arndale.. i had the heels on and i was practiclly running for my life. I took my shoes off and everything i was like dying.

We went cinemas maed to get in (pretty good seats too)... The film was pretty boring. It was sad at the end i manged to cry. £7 per ticket... Food was like £6-7 ? Yeahh then went toleits she ran back for her belt ahah! went toliets then took a picture. Then it was already 3:40 (Geeeez long film O_o) she saw her friends. We went back then i came back home. Yeah thats my day. Had the live chat yesterday with bubzbeauty. hmm thats about it!


Never forget this day you left me waiting for some timeeeeeeeee!

Your a fuck up

why are you such a gimp to me. why does is happen to be like that. the more i want to forget about it the more it comes up in my mind. why are you so annoying. why do you appear at the wrong timing. Why?

A series of questions i want to ask God or whoever out there is reading and is experiencing the same problem as me.

So we were walking home today and whatnot it was alright we were walking up kingsway and oh jess look her behind..? theres him and his friend. Yeah okay then i was happy at the point.. then something that ALWAYS happens. He never speaks to me instead he talks to my other 2 friends. Yeah so im there like chatting to his friend like yehyeh lol. Then he just carrys on talking to my friends and it ends up so wierd becuase for some reason i know he is walking becuase we were. So we split up.... he goes sainsbrys with friends, me and my 2 friends carry on walking home. Yeah then i thought that was it... its fine.. its finished.. its over and yeah..

Then as we were wwalking there he was again on his own this time. He was behind and he poked one of my friend and i was like yeah whatever fuck off. and he was talking to my other 2 friends and i was there pretending to fucking text. And he was talking and i know he wants to talk to me but he disent want to make it so obv so he talks to my friends instead. Then yeah he said something about 'I remeber in primary when you had ginger striks' OK. So thats what he fucking said and it wasnt exacly nice either.... fuck offf im not ginger.

He fucks my life up so bad. For the last how many years now... 5 years.. yeah for the past 5 years i am still loving him even though we dont even barley speak anymore. Everytime i say to myself im going to get over him and let go..... hes there in my face and i am so dub theres is something that i always wana make attention to him or i would want to try and go near him...................... i am such a gimp.... i am a real stupid gimp. Why would i do that.So today i was saying to myself that i will stop liking him and i will let go. But the after school thing happened.

I know he likes me. That may sound so dumb. But that ecplains why he walked today with someone he dosent proper like.. and he would speed walk up behind us.. becuase he couldnt be so fast... And last time before the 23 min phone call with him.. he was beehind me suddenly.. like realy quick...... realy quick..... so i know there is something going on. he does like me in the slightest way but hes a pussy. He wouldnt make a little effort in getting to talk to me more. yeah saying i was ginger so bring asubject to make me respond.. 'no' Im not a fucking toyboy. im not going to be there weeing myself going HAHahahaha i know yeah i was a fucking gay ginge mate.
No im not going to do that.

Im just saying everytime i say to myself im letting go either my heart is stil on him and i try and make the effort in making attention to him and what i get is nothing but crap......... or he just comes up to me and does something that i always cant resisit for. the slightest thing even a smile from him wil make my heart melt and i start falling for him again.

I mean i want it to ealy stop now.. I realy want just friends. I need to stop doing this. i just need to contoll myself...... if we are made for each other than god would of planned it all out. If were not.. then were not i shouldnt be trying to catch attention. Becuase i know there are more than a few times he would of seen me and i havnt. and he wouldnt upfront himself up and make attention so i would look or speak to him. He wouldnt do that so why should i? I dont want a boy that is a sucha puss that wouldnt say a thing that he kknows that he wants to, bit instead flirts with my friends? What trying to get my jelous. Yeah i am right now but im telling you its not going to suceed in your eyes anymore. You can flirt eith whoever you fucking want now and walk past me blanking the fuck out of me cos im not giving the effort in giving you chances, ive ipened many doors for you now but your rather climb the window out. I am sicj and ive had enough for waiting for you. I am more of a girl i know and i should know i can do better than you already. You can do whatever you want know. be your wanabe chav, be your girl hanger! Whatever, i dont care and if one day you would come up to me and do something that would today make my heart melt... Its not going to happen anymore. Becuase its not worth giving you chances then you letting me down. Youve had your chances, ive gave enough oopitunities for you.... but you dont appreiate it.. you should of cherished me. and now you decided not to, im not going to bother giving you thr chance, your chance was gone.

Why have i typed 6 paragraphs? He might be on the phone to his bffl becky right now. and i dont give a deep shit aymore, youve fucked 5 years of my life and now its going to STOP.

First ever MAC purchase!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah! once again the title says it all, but i am ever so happy becuase yesterday (tuesday 17th March 2009) was the i first time i brought something from selfriges + it was my first MAC product! i was so happy i got it and i was holding it tight! yeah i am so sad but everyone that thier first time. Im sure if you think back when you first got ur first MAC product you were ever so happy!

the bag i ddint let go of all night long! so pretty haha

yeah just a pose.

whoop, this is what i got.

MAC STUDIO FINISH CONCEALER SPF 35 (Nc30)

over view

can you tell finger marks already? yeah i was to too toooo tempted!!

it looks so nice there hhaa! yeah next to the receiept. Its orange based!! so yeah :) suits me tango.

The back of it...

Yeah me posing once again!!!

The concealer is the best ever, i used a tiny little weeny bit and it covererd my frekles well, and today i looked in the mirror at p4 and normally my make up is horrible.... but today it looked alright actuly, the majority had stayed on it and im so impressed by that! SO FAR SO GOOD, im loving it! just have warm fingertips guys!!!! Ya its in my make up colection draw now but i have put it in th ebox cos i dont want to dirty it hahahahaha!!! LOVE IT (L)

Ran low on gosh primer, so went superdrugs and got 1 :)